I Just Don’t Want To Hurt The Ones That Love Me

2021.10.23 16:44 IshDeath I Just Don’t Want To Hurt The Ones That Love Me

I don’t know if I wanna die, but there’s a huge part of me that does. But I can’t get myself to hurt the people who love me. I feel like the only thing that’s been helping me feel just a little bit better is self-harming. It’s the only thing that gets me out of my mind. It just takes all that emotional pain away. I’ve tried to reach out for help so many times in so many ways. I told my mom how I feel and what I’m doing. I’ve told a select few friends what’s going on. I have two counselors. I’ve tried reaching out to self-harm hotlines. I’ve called the hospitals behavioral health hotline. I’ve called the suicide hotline. I’ve tried everything, but nothing seems to help. Soon I’m going to lose the strength that’s kept me going. I’m eventually going to get tired of trying. I don’t know when it’ll be, but I feel like it’s going to be soon. I don’t know what to do. Help.
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2021.10.23 16:44 TinElath EA putting an attempt limit to friendlies makes 0 sense and is terrible for the game.

In a FRIENDLY which isn’t even competitive, we have a limited number of attempts… what? Rivals, which is the COMPETITIVE game mode doesn’t even have limited attempts.
I am making this post because I’m salty. Got to 3 wins, lost my final friendly try to a guy with Pele, CR7, Kante, Varane, Kimpembe…
Sucks because other than these objectives they sometimes put in the game it’s almost impossible to grow the club lol… you need to either be incredible at the game, splash a load of cash or get lucky… and I’m not, won’t and can’t.
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2021.10.23 16:44 fatmanrox67 Cumberland tonight

This will be D&C show #7 for me and still waiting on Cumberland. Always one of my favorites back in the day and I’ve heard some great ones from other shows by D&C. They crossed Sugaree off my list last night in grand fashion (Dark Star too). What are you chasing?
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2021.10.23 16:44 musc0vado Ghosted by POT?

This isn't exactly a problem, more an amusing situation. I got chatting with a POT SD, chemistry was flowing wonderfully so we organised a date. On the day of I texted him to confirm meeting, message not delivered, no communication whatsoever - so I figured the date was off.
A few days later I check my SA and he's created another profile, matched me and has messaged. I reminded him who I was and I've since been blocked! I'm guessing maybe this is a scam situation?
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2021.10.23 16:44 Remarkable_Thought66 Help! Law, Research, or something else entirely?

Hey Reddit!
I don't have a burning passion for anything, so I hope this is still the right place for this post.
UG major was Computer Science (family pressure) but I was so miserable and suicidal that I never went into the field. I tried getting back into it a few years later because it's such a stable and lucrative career path, but quickly became suicidal again. I don't know why it happens, but I'm totally ok when I'm not coding much or concerned with software development, so tech is a no-go. I also am capable enough with numbers but struggle with processing them (dyslexia) so ideally do not want to be working with them as a primary responsibility.
I'm getting a Master's in research psychology now, meant to be a stepping stone to some further degree. During this time I've worked in several research roles as a research assistant. I'm comfortable enough with intermediate statistical analysis and the amount of time spent coding is minimal, so it's a good enough balance.
I had been leaning towards pursuing a PhD, because while research is not a burning passion, I've never been able to do anything else for this long before and still mostly enjoy it. Writing and reading can be difficult with dyslexia, but I find ways to make it work. I'm proposing a thesis next month.
Unfortunately, I REALLY hate teaching and there is no path in clinical/counseling psychology research where you are not also teaching. I am uncomfortable with the authority-nonauthority conversational power dynamic generally, but even more so when I am in the position of authority. For this reason, I also cannot see myself becoming a therapist or clinician. I have taught before and occasionally tutor, but it is so stressful that I can't imagine it being the right path. Are there ways to overcome this aversion to teaching that I am not considering?
I also tried a legal internship over the summer and it was frustrating at times, but also doable. Less enjoyable than research but FAR more enjoyable than teaching - I could live fine.
All this to say, I am completely torn between pursuing law and pursuing research. I also know that my chances of obtaining a tenure-track position after a PhD are slim, and that my only real option if I don't snag one of those roles would be to practice. A PhD would also be about another 7-8 years of school at this point (I still have a year left of my current Master's), while a JD would be 4.
I welcome any insight that might help me make a final decision on this in the next few months! And to clarify, I really don't know what I would do otherwise if I didn't pursue either of these paths. I need to have some way to make enough money and there's no childhood dream I've shelved that is still attainable (I really enjoyed physical activity and being on my feet as a kid, but have some physical limitations now). Thank you!
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